I had to tell you the coolest story. The bad…So the other day, I was really doubting if my life has mattered. Just a dumb pity-me day. Right after doctors told me the cancer is getting worse and we can’t radiate a specific area anymore… You know how I try to see the good? That doesn’t mean there aren’t hard days. I just CHOOSE to see the good—but a lot of times that takes work.The ugly…So, I cried pretty hard and told myself I’m somehow strong enough for all this crap. G-d doesn’t give us what w